Friday, August 31, 2012

Talkin' 'bout Book Art

Amazing Book Art courtesy of Fer1972 on Tumblr

I love me some book art. Look, I love books, wannabe writer and all, lover of stories, make-believe and all things so truthfully telling of the wondrous world in which we live.

This deep love in mind, once upon a time, I would have never dreamed of physically  destroying a book so. To this day, I can’t even dog-ear a book (although a friend did make a compelling case for dog-ears acting as miniature tales in themselves about a book’s previous owner… wait, which of us is the writer?).

But now, what I once saw as destruction, I now see as reconstruction and recreation of something new and most certainly beautiful in its own right. My sister’s artwork only enforced this as I watched her turn a stack of old encyclopaedias into some insanely interesting and eye-catching sculptures.

And now, I love books even more for showing me just how limited was my view of their real potential.


Isn’t it awesome when that happens?

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Trailer Overload...

Man, 2012 has been an amazing movie year… and we’re only halfway through! The following movies could not possibly open soon enough…

The Amazing Spiderman



I will not deny the fact that a large part of why I want to see this is because of the ever-adorable pair that is Andrew Garfield and Emma Stone. However considering the better outcomes of reduxes in the recent past (eg. The Incredible Hulk with Ed Norton, X-Men: First Class…), I am more than willing to give this movie a go. I especially like that Andrew Garfield was a genuine Spiderman/Peter Parker fan growing up so it will be even more interesting getting to see what he is able to bring to one of his own favourite characters.

The Dark Knight Rises



Bale, Caine, Freeman, Oldman and Gordon-Levitt under the direction of Nolan. Uhm, why in hell would I NOT watch this??? Closing the trilogy ought to be intense and quite honestly, despite my utter lack of enthusiasm for her work as of late, I am looking forward to seeing how well Anne Hathaway handles the role of Selina Kyle, not to mention the likely fight scenes.

The Great Gatsby



I love just how much Luhrmann is ALL OVER THIS TRAILER. One of my all-time favourite stories, I can’t wait to see how he and the cast bring it to life because there is just so damn much to work with - the social, historical and geographical backdrop, the symbolism, not to mention so many moments of sheer character intensity - Gatsby’s romantic delusion, Tom’s assholery, the ultimate multiple deaths… do NOT let me down, Luhrmann.

The Bourne Legacy



Er… first, I need to regain my ability to breathe. I can currently think of few things, if any, hotter than watching Jeremy Renner in action.


Damn, damn, damn. Ok, as big a Matt Damon as I am (and I really am, I fucking love that guy), I have yet to watch The Bourne Ultimatum and I may have to finally do so before I watch this. That said, considering the obvious direction in story, I’m curious how well they’ll work with combining Aaron Cross’ storyline with that of the previous movies. Being a ‘legacy’ film, it ought to bring a lot together and that should be interesting. Not to mention, insanely awesome looking fight sequences aside, I love Jeremy Renner as an actor. The man can do intense like nobody’s business. Him and Ed Norton as adversaries ought to be mighty fun to watch.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Sittin' on the fence...


This is incredible, however the full article MUST ALSO be read here: Liberals Are Ruining America. I Know Because I Am One.

I am one of likely many ‘fence-sitting’ moderates out there (I may not be from the US, but let’s face it, ‘left VS right’ politics exists everywhere) in that I find no one entity on either side wholly espouses my personal convictions. I also find that nowhere near as contradicting as the pundits would make it seem. Quite honestly, I think that political parties end up so desperate to keep the party line that even if they agree on something, they’ll find some way to disagree/argue/extend the madness.

That said, they are the ones in power (regardless of the democratic process claiming we are) and we have to work with them as much as they have to work with one another. That, I think, is the best point made by Steve Almond’s article. Instead of running into issues determined to butt heads, people need to listen to one another and actually try to find common ground upon which to build solid foundations for real progress and problem solving.

However, take a look at the comments below the story. Already you can see who has gone in determined to find an agenda in the article that ‘undermines’ their own or to berate the author for his naivete, or simply further propagate the prejudices held on both sides via the typical name-calling.

Clearly, it’s not just the political parties who aren’t willing to actually listen to anyone other than the wingnuts, spectrum end regardless… and these people are just as loud. So basically, the loudest groups in any issue are the extremists and the people decrying (and therefore calling more attention to) said extremists while anyone suggesting any actual communication gets drowned out.

Mr Almond, it appears as though you ask too much.


But hell, I’m hoping right along there with you.

(article found via rtnt tumblr)

Thursday, May 31, 2012

STOW


Winner: Sir John Sulman Prize 2012

Nigel Milsom

Title: Judo House pt 4 (Golden mud)
Medium oil on linen
Further information:
This work is from an on-going series based around the loose idea of gambling, whether it be with one’s life, money, career or simply in the day-to-day decisions we all make.
The actual idea for this painting came to me after meeting an old man at my local bus stop who told me he travels into a city leagues club every Saturday to drink and bet on the horses with some old friends. His wife had died and he lived a very solitary life apart from his Saturday social engagements.
In the painting I’ve tried to capture a kind of social loneliness. The word STOW is a reference to the late Australian writer Randolph Stow who wrote about fear and paranoia and how emotions seem to grip small, isolated communities in his novel The suburbs of hell. His name seemed apt for this painting as it creates a sense of mystery. - Nigel Milsom, 2012
***
I could stare at this painting for hours.

I am no art critic and my knowledge of style and history and significance pretty much covers the base of a teacup… but I know what locks my gaze and my attention. I can figure out the rest later. For now, all I can say is that for someone to be able to make my heart stop a moment with brushstrokes? Paint? No… there’s nothing but pure emotion in this picture - the artist took that moment with that old man and turned it into something not only beautiful, but tangible and entrancing.


What an amazing gift.

Friday, January 20, 2012

John Cheese on Science and Religion

John Cheese on Science and Religion

Read it. Right now. CLICK.

This is exactly what I think and I am tired of the idiotic assumptions made by either end of the belief spectrum. The sheer willingness to disdainfully dismiss someone’s opinion simply because it doesn’t happen to coincide with your own is only proof of a complete lack of intellect. Outside of those who have just blindly decided to adopt one mindset over another, most everyone has REASON for why they believe what they do.


Basic courtesy would at least require having the respect to ask WHY before mindlessly passing judgement.

Thursday, January 05, 2012

Preparing to bid my twenties a fond farewell...

'Just remember, once you're over the hill you begin to pick up speed' - Charles Schulz

Dear 30,

As 29 and I currently acquaint ourselves (and smashingly so, by the way), your pending arrival remains both momentous and barely believable, thus warranting the need for me to say hey.

I’ve largely travelled through my twenties without so much as a thought of my inevitable departure but as the time draws nearer, I remain happily untouched by the tentative concern with which many I know approach you.

While they see thinning time, I see growing horizons in possibility.

While they see what they have not yet done, I am mindful of what I have done and I feel excitement about everything I’ve 
yet to see, learn and achieve.

While they see themselves age, I see what age has done for me and how much more it has to give.

While they feel old, I feel young.

Truth? I can’t wait to meet you.

But, for now, 29 and I are going to party.

Don’t wait up. I’ll see you in December.

Cheers sister,

Jel

Saturday, December 31, 2011

The Family You Choose...

Without a trace of sarcasm or irony, I say this now - I damn well know how to pick ‘em.

After waiting so impatiently for December to chase November out of my life, only to have it end up yet another source of looming gloom, it ended up being one of the best farewells to a year I’ve ever had.

Though it was sad, at times painfully so, not having any family around over the holidays (particularly considering December is THE month for us), it allowed me the chance to see just how wonderful the family I have chosen really is.

I love every single one of you.


You were the most wonderful gift 2011 could have possibly ever given me.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

One of the things I love about Hollywood...

... is observing career path trajectory over the years, most particularly of actors. Over the weekend, I was able to watch Rise of the Planet of the Apes in the cinema (which was incredible. I mean it. I certainly did not expect to like it as much as I did) and then the following day, I watched Never Been Kissed with Ma and my sister.

These two movies respectively marked the last and first time I ever saw James Franco in a movie.

Helluva journey, right? I mean, when I first saw Never Been Kissed back in high school... 12 years ago... I would have never imagined that the dorky looking douche from the 'cool group' who almost said NOTHING aside from 'rufulicious'... would ever become Oscarbait.

Seriously.

The same could also be said about that really odd-looking chick I watched years ago in 'The Next Karate Kid'. Honestly, when I first saw that movie, not only did I think it was a completely stupid addition the the Karate Kid series, but if I'm brutally honest, Hilary Swank looked to me like a dude in a wig and I did not, in any way, expect big things from her in the future. Obviously, I was wrong.

Now I know this is the nature of the business but I can't help but laugh when I think of my first impressions of these, now pretty impressive, people. Sure, there are the obvious ones...

* I never imagined Will Smith going from Fresh Prince and Boom Shake Shake Shake the Room to Bad Boys, ID4 to Ali, Pursuit of Happyness and basically Oscars-ville (true, he did do Six Degrees of Separation very early on but I actually didn't know about it till much later in his career so I couldn't have counted it).

* I really never expected that Johnny Depp guy from 21 Jump Street to become, well, Johnny Fucking Depp.

* I loved Ryan Reynolds' Berg from Two Guys and a Girl. Funny, yep! Cute, yep! Future International Sex Symbol? Uhm... huh?

But the ones I love most are the ones I just REALLY DID NOT SEE COMING (like James Franco)...

*Scarlett Johansson - really, first thing I saw her in was Home Alone 3 and she annoyed me shitless (not that I'm her biggest fan now though...). She was the mean, odd-looking (yes, I really am a bitch), nasal older sister to Alex D. Linz's character and really, again I was hardly expecting to really see her again. Then I started seeing her in more oddball stuff like Manny and Lo and Ghost World and thought, ok, bittie stuff, interesting... then in Lost In Translation, I admit I became more intrigued but much like her ex, at that point I would have still never imagined her soon becoming the object of lust for men the world over and moreover kicking some serious ass in Iron Man 2.

* In Twister, there was this hilariously crazy dude with long blond hair who loved to yell and listen to hardcore metal while he chased the tornadoes along with the others. Yep, first movie I saw Philip Seymour Hoffman in was Twister and I probably would have gaped rather unkindly if anyone had told me then that he would pretty much become a regular attendee at the Oscars and, y'know, win one.

* In terms of unflattering reactions, I would have definitely laughed out loud if anyone had tried to sell the idea that that kid from Even Stevens would ever become an ACTION star. Yeah, that's right Shia LaBoeuf, I'm talking about you. Yes, even after your OCD-ing stint on Project Greenlight, I did not see you getting big at all.

* Michelle Monaghan was, in my opinion, the worst thing about the TV show, Young Americans, when it came out in 2000. She couldn't act for crap (although the crumby writing probably did her no favours) and she was an extremely minor character who I assumed was being played by a bit actress who wouldn't appear much ever again, as was the case for most bit parts in teen shows. MI:3, Gone, Baby, Gone, Eagle Eye et al would beg to differ.

* Speaking of Young Americans, Ian Somerhalder came a close second for crap-ass acting. Now, I didn't really love him on Lost or anything, but I won't lie, what I've seen of him on Vampire Diaries makes me smile. I know it's been 10 years but I still think it's fantastic just how much he's improved.

* I first saw Amy Adams in an episode of Charmed and then in Cruel Intentions 2 (hahahahahahahahahahahaha!). Though she was lovely and adorable in Charmed, CI2 made me want to thwack her senseless with something blunt. It's now 11 years later and I freaking ADORE her and, so it would seem, so do award-givers. Yes, Kathryn Merteuil's crappy understudy version has certainly gone a long way.

Anyway, I know that Hollywood (and admittedly, the world in itself) is pretty much made up of these kinds of stories of surprising meteoric rises and such but these are just some of my personal favourites. I picture myself going back in time to past Me and outlining what was in store for each of those actors and the likely look of sheer skepticism is clear in my mind.

If anything, it's always pretty cool having your expectations blown away and it's even cooler just getting to see where these people's persistence and hard work have been able to get them over the years. Hurrah the 'Dream Factory', eh?

Now that I think about it, while I was in New York, I am not kidding, I encountered actors almost everywhere. On the Subway, in Washington Square Park, walking down the street... and of course, during my incredibly brief visit to the Tisch School of the Arts... and a few faces come to mind. While I wandered around the city, it became pretty common for me to overhear conversations about 'rehearsals' and 'scenes' and 'auditions' and 'so-and-so's directing capabilities' and I actually really loved it...

Here's to whatever they've got in store for my future entertainment!

Friday, August 05, 2011

It's August already! Craaaazy...

Random thoughts/updates/non-tweets...

* I love my piano. Really, really, really.

* I'm liking work at the moment. Nice role with people worthy of both respect and admiration (moreso emphasised by almost 7 years of past experience with people of very different stock). Go the DCRC!

* I kind of miss working at Market. Such a completely unpretentious work environment will never be found again (not even at DCRC although they come a wonderful second)... not to mention the incredibly alive atmosphere whenever markets were open. I miss my Friday $1.50 chips and drink run! Oh, 2007, you were so long ago now...

* Thanks to the Aroma Festival, I have now eaten Chocolate Fudge. As it was also sugar free, the taste needed to grow on me but it did and I whoohoo that. Yummm... my world continues to expand with possibility. Thank you, vegans. If I weren't such a meatlover, I would... still probably not be vegan, but I thank you for giving me one word to summarise my encyclopaedic menu requirements.

* Head's been in the 80s lately (blame 21 Jump Street [I'm kind of in love] and Inspector Gadget [Penny is my childhood hero] and my proclivity for excessive nostalgia) and one funny thing I can't get over was that people used to have to WRITE their bowling scores down. Hee. Oh, that and 'Oh Mr Hart! What a mess!' - yep, there was something unattainably cool about 80s Australian media. I really mean that. Watch the old ads and you will see. Oh and 80s TV Themes were the bomb. Especially the sitcom ones. Ref. Growing Pains, Family Ties, Who's The Boss, Valerie, Perfect Strangers... my mp3 player is graced by your existence.

* Loved the last Harry Potter movie, even the ending I was dreading which I think was better handled in movie rather than book. Admittedly mostly liked what didn't happen in terms of potential cliches in dialogue and scenes and excessive exposition and it was certainly a veritable eyefeast (I almost regret not seeing it in 3D. I said, almost). Worthy fare thee well to an awesome series.

Now I must re-read the series as part of mourning.

* Speaking of movies, I blame my sister for a hopefully temporary loss of sense after staying up to watch WTF?! Movie of the Year - The Accidental Husband. Stupid, pointless, nonsensical, infuriating. It will be some time before I trust Uma Thurman, Colin Firth and Jeffrey Dean Morgan again. I don't care if it was 2008. How could they? How??

* Babycakes NYC's tweets make me desperately miss NYC and it's array of fantastically Jel-friendly food. Oh, Whole Foods... how did I ever leave you? And it's not just the food... oh, TKTS with your excellently cheap and surprisingly close seats on Broadway!

* 2011, although you still currently hold the position of 'oddest. year. ever', I can't I say I hate you. I believe it's called 'tough love'. Much as I often want to beat you to death screaming 'merciless bitch', I have seen the moments of unbridled kindness and I know it's all for my own good so... hugs?

Friday, June 24, 2011

Despite horses and buggies, Amish aren't necessarily 'low-tech'

Click the title...

I actually found this really interesting... especially now as everyone constantly lauds the awesome that new technology has been able to bring into our lives while also maintaining the unavoidable wariness of its potential downfalls.

A point on the whole idea of 'friends' VS 'contacts' - from the article:

CNN: What about cars?

Brende: To the extent that you are mobile in an automated or motorized way with something like a car or motorcycle or fast moving tractor, you've increased your radius of contact with other human beings, but at the same time you dilute the quality of contact within that radius.

Like any notion, it's true when it's true and not when it's not (simply put, you're either real friends or you're not) but in a world where networking, 'add as friend' and 'follow' are such highly promoted focal points of communication it's hard not to imagine that human relationships have definitely taken some hits as the years have gone by.

That said, this is all coming from someone writing on an online blog and who has certainly enjoyed the expanded horizons in acquaintance provided by good ol' technological advance. Heh, you'd think my ass would hurt after sitting on this damn fence this whole time...

Oh well, bonus? A little less stereotyping in the mass media about any particular group is always welcome so cheers, Mr Sutter. Thanks for teaching me a little more about the Amish and backing up my belief that being 'behind' doesn't necessarily mean staring people in the ass and missing out on the good stuff.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Whoa... how did I eat that many cookies?

I literally asked myself that question not 5 seconds ago... oh, Country Kooka...

There are few things greater than long weekends and I say this despite the fact that I am currently not working (though hurrah for the fact that that's not for long now!). No this last weekend wasn't a non-stop party per se, rather the perfect balance between good times with good friends, last minute random trips to random destinations and blissfully sheer r&r.

I breathe a long, happy sigh.

The mind continues to whirr but I think I might give it a rest for now.

Monday, June 06, 2011

Congratulations I.aM.mE! - ABDC 6 Finale review



I couldn't be happier that they won despite the travesty that was this entire season. Honestly, the looks on the faces of the Iconic Boyz only emphasises how wrong it was for them to be on the show. The whole time they were led to believe that they were more than they were and talented though they are, they were nowhere within the vicinity of talent as any of the other crews. Hopefully the loss doesn't hit them too hard and they only continue to learn and grow from here.

Thoughts while watching the old champions perform:

Though they never really wowed me that much on the show, Poreotics are pretty damn talented and they've only improved since they won, good stuff...



We Are Heroes were underwhelming...



Quest Crew! Haha, though they're my personal favourites I couldn't hold in the WTF when I saw their outfits and upon first watch I was hmmmm-ing much to my chagrin... not my favourite routine of theirs (who came up with the PJ party idea?? I giggle) but it grew on me upon rewatch... furthermore, they went for humour and it definitely gave that...



Super Crew rocked the ninja theme...



JABBAWOCKEEZ... fucking beautiful - loved that they shared the stage with the competing West Coast crews, loved the always innovative fluidity that never fails to seamlessly meld with their sharp clean moves and ADORED Lil BabyWockee. Sorry Iconic Boyz but Lil Bit (as apparently the crew refer to her) straight up outdanced y'all. AWESOME PERFORMANCE.



And thus the most bizarre season of ABDC comes to a nice close. Thankfully the best crew won!

Recommendations

There aren't many. Due to the rather odd year 2011 has become, I've read a lot less lately so in the last 5 months, I've only really been able to finish one book and am currently in the process of reading book numero dos, which has been pretty good thus far. Films-wise, Saturday night's was the first this year that compelled me to actually recommend it so here goes:

Rec #1 It's Not News, It's FARK by Drew Curtis

                                     It's Not News, it's FARK

Sure, we all know just how much crap is fed to us by the media as 'news' but give this book a read and you'll see just how farked up the industry really is. Case in point: a random comment on a news piece in a forum went on to become the source for literally hundreds of 'legitimate' news articles. Seriously. Oh, and while informing me just how masterfully the mass media screws itself and us over in the process, this book also cracked me up something fierce. Drew Curtis' wit speaks to my TWOP-bred love of snarky commentary and I can now thank him for some of the odder looks I received on the train while reading his words and proceeding to stifle guffaws. Thanks, man.

Rec #2 X-Men First Class

                                   X Men First Class

I had no real expectations for this movie as I'd grown tired of the X-Men movie franchise, especially considering what they had done to some of my favourite characters from the cartoons (I just cannot accept Anna Paquin as Rogue. And waiting three films before finally showing Gambit?) but I tagged along with my friends last Saturday and LOVED it. Bravo, Matthew Vaughn. James McAvoy was an excellent Charles Xavier and Michael Fassbender did an amazing job as Magneto. I also loved the story - inevitable cheesy moments aside - most notably the relationship between Charles and Erik, the alignment of events with those of the Cuban Missile Crisis and the incorporation of Kevin Bacon's Shaw into Magneto's raison d'etre. I'm no comic book purist so I don't know exactly how much that messed with comic book canon but from my vantage point, it was all really well executed and I enjoyed every minute.

Ok, recs done, what I'm currently reading:

                                   Up In The Air

Loved the movie when I saw it not that long ago and so far, the book hasn't disappointed me. I'm loving how Walter Kirn writes about Ryan and his life in Airworld.

And because I can't be bothered including yet another picture, I'm simply going to say I can't wait for the final Harry Potter to come out next month! I'm especially curious what the movie will do with the epilogue. I thought it was nice and it certainly took nothing away from my enjoyment of the book or the series but as someone who has read more than her share of fic over the years, that ending was very fic-ish and I would wonder how the movie would approach it. I guess I'll see next month!



Ten years late, I still have to watch Manic...

Monday, May 30, 2011

This is Me...

Ok, so for the purposes of trying to collectively round up my blogging 'history', I'm linking this place with my other online ranting grounds. Consolidation is nice, no?

My old LJ - where I ranted on and off in my last year at uni and more increasingly off once I began working. Basically the 5 year gap on this blog was mostly filled in there.

My new Tumblr - Still experimental, but admittedly a fun tool.

Meanwhile, here's to the hope that blogging becomes a steadier endeavour in the year ahead... or what's left of it, anyway. Almost halfway through 2011? Trippy.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Post #1 of People I Boundlessly Admire Online

So I've been doing the online thing for nearly 12 years now (which is, funnily enough, also how long I've been honing my writing skills... skills that will likely not make an appearance in this entry) and along the way - what with its ever widening reaches and its providing wonderfully artistic people with more tools than ever before - I've encountered some amazingly talented people during my billions of hours floating through cyberspace.

Whittling the list down so that this entry doesn't end up ridiculously long won't really be that easy, but I'll do what I can. Some of them will certainly be familiar, while others will only have been known to select pockets of people with certain common interests (however dorky those interests may be. Or are). In order to simplify the process for myself, I'm going to approach this chronologically.

On second thought... I've decided I'll make this a series of entries. I know I should reign in my inner rambler, but I just can't and there's so much to say.

#1 Nicky aka Silversun



Back in 2001, while attempting to find more info on a TV show that I had recently become rather obsessed with and that had been cancelled, I came across a place called Fanforum. The show was Young Americans and my friend, Mel, had introduced it to me and, despite the show's complete lack of substance, talent or good writing (seriously!), we both kind of fell in TV love. It was genuinely pathetic (and only she and I will ever know just how far into the depths that pathetic plunged), however, in stumbling quite by accident upon the YA forum on Fanforum, I not only got to catch up on what Aussie TV had not bothered to air, but I also came across an amazing bunch of people and this marked the beginning of some of the most important friendships in my life.

As all this also marked my most thorough attempt at fanfic to date, an area left completely open due to a single season cancellation, I became acquainted with some extremely talented writers who had done incredible jobs of continuing a show that we hadn't wanted to end. Nicky was one of those people.

Funnily enough, it wasn't her alternate second season that made her catch my eye. In fact, it was a crossover fic she had written, combining YA with Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Pretty left field combination, huh? But it was so well done. Never mind how well this girl knew how to visualise scenes that sprang to life in my mind, but her representations of the BtVS characters were so on point, I could hear the dialogue so clearly in my head - Buffy, Xander, Willow... seriously, I couldn't get over it. So, I told her so.

After that, we were in touch pretty often, reading each others work and sort of beta-ing them as well. She was one of the first people to read my then developing YA fic and her encouragement was one of the few things that got me to the 100 and something pages that I eventually punched out. I couldn't have been more grateful, especially considering how delicate my life's relationship with writing was at the time. In fact, she was one of the first people in my life to really encourage me to keep writing, and she did this all the way from where she lives in NZ.

Her work, meanwhile, never ceased to amaze me. She wrote each episode in prose, but with some minor cinematic direction, providing teasers, voiceovers and location changes. Her use of language never failed to impress me and, as I said before, everything she wrote lived and breathed in my mind's little TV set. Not to mention her handle on plot and continuity and her grasp of character, something so often lacking in other fic writers' works. Admittedly, an 8-episode season only provided the most basic of introductions to character, but she took those introductions and developed them amazingly. Furthermore, she kept in style to the genre, only 'failing' in that her characters swore, unlike their real TV-world counterparts. Not only did she 'resurrect' the show for those of us who missed it, but she made it her own, breathing depth and life into it that hadn't actually been achieved by the original creators. She gained a substantial audience and even created new fans for the show, also managing to pick up a stack of online awards in the process.

Inevitably, as time went on and studies and life demanded more attention, both our communication and our writing slowly began to wane and, although I kept up with her work, we lost touch. Yes, the sad thing about online relationships of any kind... more often than not, they end up petering out in this very way.

A couple of years passed and one day, I decided to look her up again. I found that she had continued the series and had gotten to Season 4 so every so often, I would check it out, still marvelling at her writing ability and enjoying the way the 'show' had evolved. Then, I noticed she had a 'Progress Journal' on her site so I checked it out. It brought me to her Livejournal which allowed me a little insight into what she was now up to, aside from the writing and the study, and it was here, that I found her work in vidding. Her vids revealed that her talent for creating such vivid tapestries in her writing, also spilled into the realm of visual media and I discovered a whole new level of admiration for her creativity and vision.

Now, although my memory is a little hazy on this, I am certain that by this time, I had already seen some fan vids on other fansites and on a site that, back in good ol' 2005, was still slowly expanding (You-what?). Fan vids, at the time, were gradually developing as a form of fanart, which prior to that point had mostly consisted of Photoshop artworks and animations, and I had seen a few - albeit a poorly edited and clunky few, mostly consisting of some cheesy song playing to some chopped clips. Some had certainly stood out (one that comes to mind was a vid exploring the Harry/Hermione relationship after the release of the third Harry Potter movie. It was to Everytime by Britney Spears, which might sound kind of lame, but actually worked well with the vid), but for the most part, they weren't much to talk about.

Nicky's YA-Think Twice vid blew my mind. While it may be overdoing to say I thought it looked like a professional vid, it was not far from that at all. She had created a study of the Scout/Bella/Sean conflict to Eve 6's Think Twice (an awesome song that I'm happy she introduced me to) and her manipulation of those clips to the music and lyrics was phenomenal. She was able to not only create faux-flashbacks, but her transitions were all on beat, well paced and matching the rapidity of the drums. One section that completely slayed me had an overlay of rapidly changing scenes on one scene, all perfectly in time with the song building up between the bridge and the next verse. It was unbelievable. I had never, ever seen a fan vid quite like it.

Having found one vid, I, of course, sought out more and her other clips were all just as amazing and even better. I'm sure it's safe to say that Think Twice was an extremely well done amateur production, but it only meant that she developed her skill and created even more amazing vids after. She had also linked to some other talented vidders, notably Becky of Tired-Eyes.net, and my appreciation of the art only grew. Vidders (and I mean REAL vidders, not those people who just lump a bunch of clips and effects together with a song, but people who actually delve into character studies and even tell new stories) are a group of little known talents who are, thanks to the growth of the net, slowly getting their due (check out Vividcon 2010). Nicky herself appears to have gained an even bigger audience (hell, she's actually had people create vids for her writing. Yourstreetserenade's vids are particularly awesome) and a stack of accolades and I couldn't be happier for her. She's incredibly talented and she deserves it all.

Anyway, if you're up for checking out her work, just have a peek at the link above. If you're a fan of the vastly developing world of online art, I highly recommend it.

Although I still haven't actually attempted to get back in touch with her personally (due to a dillemma along the lines of the 'Do I say hi or not?' persuasion), I've checked back in to her work every so often over the years and have only continued to be astounded by her visiotivity (thanks Barney). I remember back when we used to email, I once told her that I reckoned she could have shot and directed the YA episodes better than the original creators.

I guess I was onto something there.

Coming up next: he portrayed a few of my favourite characters - Gordie Lachance, Wesley Crusher and Joey Trotta - and was the reason I even thought of starting a blog back in 2003.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Hello

It's a return of sorts, being here... I've said that the last couple of times on my livejournal which, by the way, was the sojourn of the majority of what I had to say 'online' or 'in public' between 2003 and this very moment... where, you ask? Here, good ol' Livejournal, home of poets, storytellers, comedians and observational ramblers.

I got myself on there, acquired some lovely acquaintances, a free web domain, watched as my traffic lessened and lessened over the course of the first month and then posted whatever, whenever. Good times...

The online world is an interesting place and since my first foray into it, I've found it fascinating. I have to admit, it's nice to be here again... and it's even nicer to be here without the aid of Facebook, Myspace, Friendster... and so on.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Almost 2 years to the day since my last post here...

No wait... it's on American time so the date is mixed up. Me and my Aussie ways. Ah well, never mind. Would have been an amusing coincidence.

I'm actually currently lost as to what got me looking up this place again after all this time... while I'm at work, no less. Although, there is a thankful lull after an interestingly hectic day thus far. Looming deadlines and a poorly distributed comm have had me either sending email after email or talking on the phone most of the day so this momentary quiet (however long it ends up lasting) is more than welcome.

I must say, it feels kind of nice to be on here again. Almost like a trip into a different time and a vastly different life. And I think I said something to that effect in my last entry.

What's changed? A lot, but the main things would probably be that two years ago today...

* I was still a financially uncertain casual employee and admittedly, permanency hasn't necessarily rendered my uncertainty non-existent, but a kinder degree of security is a good thing for sure.

* I was still a (not particularly apt) Freelance Journalism student whereas now, I'm technically a far more proficient Ethics and Legal Studies student. Furthermore, I never even saw postgrad studies as an option to begin with. It was nice to be proven wrong.

* I imagined my first book (if it ever came to being) would be fiction. The book I am now more solidly working on is decidedly non-fiction.

* I could never picture myself going on a plane, let alone overseas whereas now I'm set to head up to NYC for an amazing month and a half in October/November of this year.

...among other things...

I kind of love time. Impatient as I may be, being the perpetual student/fascinated little kid that I am, I love the fact that you never stop learning as it unfolds. Whether about yourself or about the world around you, there's always something to capture your interest or attention.

Although that said, there are definitely enough aspects of my life that have remained kindly constant and mostly happily so. I like that very much. Good family, good friends, good times overall.

But for now, back to work and a lovely long weekend following. It's been a nice trip indeed... for whatever is it's purpose, I'm glad this place is here :)

Current mood: Dorky
Current music: My Miracle - Ryan Conferido

Monday, October 06, 2008

As daylight savings once again cost me an hour of sleep, I want to know...

... 2008, if you don't mind me asking, where the hell did you disappear to so quickly?

Then again, I'm not really the best one to talk about disappearance...

Life is no longer so much bizarre (as I would have so vehemently called it at one stage) as it is perpetually momentous in terms of unpredictable yet simultaneously constant change. The interesting thing here is the linkage between my life's past and present that this place represents.

Oh dear, listen to me. Pardon being begged as it is nearly 5am and I'm just thanking goodness for the public holiday tomorrow.

Returning to coherence? An update lest one is needed:

- have recently finally gotten my first permanent job in over 3 years meaning a good ol' hurrah for job security and the freedom to finally concentrate for real

- after 10 years of constantly crippling fear, I finally sent in my first real fiction submission (an achievement somewhat facilitated by security provided by abovementioned job)... only to be met with rejection which was, however, overwhelmed by my joy at holding the evidence in my hand of my having finally gotten over myself and tried (when my sister heard my reaction to the letter I received from ACP Publishing, she thought I'd been published :P)

- to counter that step-and-stumble, have finally received my first byline and am thus finally (although only at the beginnings of being) a published writer. Admittedly, the piece was published in an internal government publication meaning that my only readership would be members of the police force. However the editor liked what I'd written so much that what was originally a letter to the editor was transformed into a story and only 2 words were edited out which makes me :D

Yep, it's taken me 10 years to finally take these first few steps. Granted, there were a few things contributing to my lack of concentration - finishing my degree, attempting to balance full time work with my diploma, fear for lack of financial stability and security due to ongoing casual work and my overall battle with accepting what I want to do with my life alongside life's general goings on - but hey, a start's a start and for the first time in my life, I feel genuinely validated in my choice of career AS WELL AS unafraid of my financial future (or as much so as I can be in the economy's current state).

Regardless of whatever pitfalls approach, things can only get better. :D

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

FB, MS, FS and of course... LJ! How could i forget?

Seems it's that time of year when I realise this page exists and I decide to do something with that piece of knowledge... like post! Thankfully it's at least been less than a year since I put anything up here but not so great is the fact that enough can happen in pretty short spaces of time... I'm especially hopeless when it comes to catching up as was proven not too long ago, at dinner with a friend I'd not seen in ages. Attempting to answer 'how have you been?' was a little too much for my addled brain :P

That all said, I suddenly find myself with little to say... I'll blame the heat, which ain't great down here at the moment... although apparently nothing to complain too much about in comparison to the people in Cali right now. Jan, hope you're ok hun!

Essentially, details skimmed, life ambles along. I'm currently working two jobs, trying very hard to keep my health in check, while attempting to convince myself yet again that I can still write. It's insanely pathetic, I know, but the minor victories have been there and gladly enough, they've honestly helped. That, and the fact that for every crowd of people that doesn't think much of my chosen path, there is that one person who believes in me :)

Gill and Chris, please forgive me my lack of correspondence. I will definitely be rectifying that situation soon enough! I'm no slave to MySpace, Facebook, Friendster or whatever else out there, but I've somewhat come to rely on them to help keep in touch :P 

Anywho, here's to the next entry, whenever that may be ;)