Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Post #1 of People I Boundlessly Admire Online

So I've been doing the online thing for nearly 12 years now (which is, funnily enough, also how long I've been honing my writing skills... skills that will likely not make an appearance in this entry) and along the way - what with its ever widening reaches and its providing wonderfully artistic people with more tools than ever before - I've encountered some amazingly talented people during my billions of hours floating through cyberspace.

Whittling the list down so that this entry doesn't end up ridiculously long won't really be that easy, but I'll do what I can. Some of them will certainly be familiar, while others will only have been known to select pockets of people with certain common interests (however dorky those interests may be. Or are). In order to simplify the process for myself, I'm going to approach this chronologically.

On second thought... I've decided I'll make this a series of entries. I know I should reign in my inner rambler, but I just can't and there's so much to say.

#1 Nicky aka Silversun



Back in 2001, while attempting to find more info on a TV show that I had recently become rather obsessed with and that had been cancelled, I came across a place called Fanforum. The show was Young Americans and my friend, Mel, had introduced it to me and, despite the show's complete lack of substance, talent or good writing (seriously!), we both kind of fell in TV love. It was genuinely pathetic (and only she and I will ever know just how far into the depths that pathetic plunged), however, in stumbling quite by accident upon the YA forum on Fanforum, I not only got to catch up on what Aussie TV had not bothered to air, but I also came across an amazing bunch of people and this marked the beginning of some of the most important friendships in my life.

As all this also marked my most thorough attempt at fanfic to date, an area left completely open due to a single season cancellation, I became acquainted with some extremely talented writers who had done incredible jobs of continuing a show that we hadn't wanted to end. Nicky was one of those people.

Funnily enough, it wasn't her alternate second season that made her catch my eye. In fact, it was a crossover fic she had written, combining YA with Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Pretty left field combination, huh? But it was so well done. Never mind how well this girl knew how to visualise scenes that sprang to life in my mind, but her representations of the BtVS characters were so on point, I could hear the dialogue so clearly in my head - Buffy, Xander, Willow... seriously, I couldn't get over it. So, I told her so.

After that, we were in touch pretty often, reading each others work and sort of beta-ing them as well. She was one of the first people to read my then developing YA fic and her encouragement was one of the few things that got me to the 100 and something pages that I eventually punched out. I couldn't have been more grateful, especially considering how delicate my life's relationship with writing was at the time. In fact, she was one of the first people in my life to really encourage me to keep writing, and she did this all the way from where she lives in NZ.

Her work, meanwhile, never ceased to amaze me. She wrote each episode in prose, but with some minor cinematic direction, providing teasers, voiceovers and location changes. Her use of language never failed to impress me and, as I said before, everything she wrote lived and breathed in my mind's little TV set. Not to mention her handle on plot and continuity and her grasp of character, something so often lacking in other fic writers' works. Admittedly, an 8-episode season only provided the most basic of introductions to character, but she took those introductions and developed them amazingly. Furthermore, she kept in style to the genre, only 'failing' in that her characters swore, unlike their real TV-world counterparts. Not only did she 'resurrect' the show for those of us who missed it, but she made it her own, breathing depth and life into it that hadn't actually been achieved by the original creators. She gained a substantial audience and even created new fans for the show, also managing to pick up a stack of online awards in the process.

Inevitably, as time went on and studies and life demanded more attention, both our communication and our writing slowly began to wane and, although I kept up with her work, we lost touch. Yes, the sad thing about online relationships of any kind... more often than not, they end up petering out in this very way.

A couple of years passed and one day, I decided to look her up again. I found that she had continued the series and had gotten to Season 4 so every so often, I would check it out, still marvelling at her writing ability and enjoying the way the 'show' had evolved. Then, I noticed she had a 'Progress Journal' on her site so I checked it out. It brought me to her Livejournal which allowed me a little insight into what she was now up to, aside from the writing and the study, and it was here, that I found her work in vidding. Her vids revealed that her talent for creating such vivid tapestries in her writing, also spilled into the realm of visual media and I discovered a whole new level of admiration for her creativity and vision.

Now, although my memory is a little hazy on this, I am certain that by this time, I had already seen some fan vids on other fansites and on a site that, back in good ol' 2005, was still slowly expanding (You-what?). Fan vids, at the time, were gradually developing as a form of fanart, which prior to that point had mostly consisted of Photoshop artworks and animations, and I had seen a few - albeit a poorly edited and clunky few, mostly consisting of some cheesy song playing to some chopped clips. Some had certainly stood out (one that comes to mind was a vid exploring the Harry/Hermione relationship after the release of the third Harry Potter movie. It was to Everytime by Britney Spears, which might sound kind of lame, but actually worked well with the vid), but for the most part, they weren't much to talk about.

Nicky's YA-Think Twice vid blew my mind. While it may be overdoing to say I thought it looked like a professional vid, it was not far from that at all. She had created a study of the Scout/Bella/Sean conflict to Eve 6's Think Twice (an awesome song that I'm happy she introduced me to) and her manipulation of those clips to the music and lyrics was phenomenal. She was able to not only create faux-flashbacks, but her transitions were all on beat, well paced and matching the rapidity of the drums. One section that completely slayed me had an overlay of rapidly changing scenes on one scene, all perfectly in time with the song building up between the bridge and the next verse. It was unbelievable. I had never, ever seen a fan vid quite like it.

Having found one vid, I, of course, sought out more and her other clips were all just as amazing and even better. I'm sure it's safe to say that Think Twice was an extremely well done amateur production, but it only meant that she developed her skill and created even more amazing vids after. She had also linked to some other talented vidders, notably Becky of Tired-Eyes.net, and my appreciation of the art only grew. Vidders (and I mean REAL vidders, not those people who just lump a bunch of clips and effects together with a song, but people who actually delve into character studies and even tell new stories) are a group of little known talents who are, thanks to the growth of the net, slowly getting their due (check out Vividcon 2010). Nicky herself appears to have gained an even bigger audience (hell, she's actually had people create vids for her writing. Yourstreetserenade's vids are particularly awesome) and a stack of accolades and I couldn't be happier for her. She's incredibly talented and she deserves it all.

Anyway, if you're up for checking out her work, just have a peek at the link above. If you're a fan of the vastly developing world of online art, I highly recommend it.

Although I still haven't actually attempted to get back in touch with her personally (due to a dillemma along the lines of the 'Do I say hi or not?' persuasion), I've checked back in to her work every so often over the years and have only continued to be astounded by her visiotivity (thanks Barney). I remember back when we used to email, I once told her that I reckoned she could have shot and directed the YA episodes better than the original creators.

I guess I was onto something there.

Coming up next: he portrayed a few of my favourite characters - Gordie Lachance, Wesley Crusher and Joey Trotta - and was the reason I even thought of starting a blog back in 2003.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Hello

It's a return of sorts, being here... I've said that the last couple of times on my livejournal which, by the way, was the sojourn of the majority of what I had to say 'online' or 'in public' between 2003 and this very moment... where, you ask? Here, good ol' Livejournal, home of poets, storytellers, comedians and observational ramblers.

I got myself on there, acquired some lovely acquaintances, a free web domain, watched as my traffic lessened and lessened over the course of the first month and then posted whatever, whenever. Good times...

The online world is an interesting place and since my first foray into it, I've found it fascinating. I have to admit, it's nice to be here again... and it's even nicer to be here without the aid of Facebook, Myspace, Friendster... and so on.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Almost 2 years to the day since my last post here...

No wait... it's on American time so the date is mixed up. Me and my Aussie ways. Ah well, never mind. Would have been an amusing coincidence.

I'm actually currently lost as to what got me looking up this place again after all this time... while I'm at work, no less. Although, there is a thankful lull after an interestingly hectic day thus far. Looming deadlines and a poorly distributed comm have had me either sending email after email or talking on the phone most of the day so this momentary quiet (however long it ends up lasting) is more than welcome.

I must say, it feels kind of nice to be on here again. Almost like a trip into a different time and a vastly different life. And I think I said something to that effect in my last entry.

What's changed? A lot, but the main things would probably be that two years ago today...

* I was still a financially uncertain casual employee and admittedly, permanency hasn't necessarily rendered my uncertainty non-existent, but a kinder degree of security is a good thing for sure.

* I was still a (not particularly apt) Freelance Journalism student whereas now, I'm technically a far more proficient Ethics and Legal Studies student. Furthermore, I never even saw postgrad studies as an option to begin with. It was nice to be proven wrong.

* I imagined my first book (if it ever came to being) would be fiction. The book I am now more solidly working on is decidedly non-fiction.

* I could never picture myself going on a plane, let alone overseas whereas now I'm set to head up to NYC for an amazing month and a half in October/November of this year.

...among other things...

I kind of love time. Impatient as I may be, being the perpetual student/fascinated little kid that I am, I love the fact that you never stop learning as it unfolds. Whether about yourself or about the world around you, there's always something to capture your interest or attention.

Although that said, there are definitely enough aspects of my life that have remained kindly constant and mostly happily so. I like that very much. Good family, good friends, good times overall.

But for now, back to work and a lovely long weekend following. It's been a nice trip indeed... for whatever is it's purpose, I'm glad this place is here :)

Current mood: Dorky
Current music: My Miracle - Ryan Conferido